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the baldurian au.

Date: 2024-07-10 10:07 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elegiaque
( lady gwenaëlle vauquelin is the least charming bard that any of them have met.

this is not to say that she isn't charismatic; she is certainly that, a creature with a magnetic pull, a woman as a whirlpool. it's just— not quite how bards typically operate. a blunt instrument. it sort of seems like she might actually bean someone with her violin, one of these days, and have only to say for herself, maybe they should reassess all of their life choices leading to that moment. the first impression is sort of that of a natural disaster, a thing that happens to people—

this impression lingers, along the road. she can't lie worth a damn but somehow, the particularly aggressive way she pursues her idea of the truth seems to compel and persuade. the way she sleight of hands her own history is a shell game more than deception: so blunt and so forthright in moments that other people might consider awkward or uncomfortable or just private, she's so easy to read, it's hard to imagine that there's anything written anywhere unseen. she is so sincerely, infuriatingly, baldly herself— what could she be hiding?

she's so small, easily six inches shy of ea's own height, and she occupies twice the space with her movement and the curls of her hair and the volume of her voice; it is hard, by design, to see her as vulnerable. she has so little time for vulnerability for anyone above the age of say, fifteen, halfway between impatient and just inarticulate, not unkind but not adept, either,

and she doesn't ask for what she hasn't offered. when the consequences of her fucking actions catch her up in the astral plane and she cannot, despite her best efforts, fend off the greater tadpole—

she doesn't ask for what she hasn't offered. every step had made sense. they needed every edge. she had been willing. it had been her decision. and it's so stupid, it's so stupid, she's the worst kind of fucking idiot, and the smallest, the pettiest, to be sitting as far from the rest of the camp as she can manage with a mirror and to touch where blackened veins raise up on her face and to—

her changed face crumples in her reflection and she is not, exactly, just weeping because the emperor has stolen her beauty.

but she's not not doing that, either—

the sound of footsteps makes her stiffen. she has not, in the interim, become better at lying. she sounds— wet.
)

Is it my watch? I'm— I'll be right there.

Date: 2024-07-11 02:50 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elegiaque
( gwenaëlle is rarely very difficult to read; she hadn't been, when astarion had made that crack, her mouth twisting and the worst part of it, surely the worst, having no clever thing to say back—

she had nearly said several very cruel things, and then pressed her mouth shut and turned away, and she doesn't know how the rest of that conversation had gone because she'd decided she wasn't part of it any more. here and now there's a moment she teeters on where maybe she's only going to do the same thing, shut down and shut out, setting the hand-mirror she's been holding down in the grass (face down in the grass). she doesn't do well with vulnerability, and for someone who is such a mess of raw nerves under the surface, that's not not a problem.

but it doesn't feel like exposure to say,
)

I want to fucking tear that thing apart, ( very distinctly.

that they can't, yet, is just...

well, that's the situation right now. their situation has changed so many times, and there's so much more in play than they'd known. there's going to be a moment, maybe soon, when they won't need the squid any more.
)

Date: 2024-07-12 01:52 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elegiaque
( more than anything,

more than the way she has to fight her own wet eyes and wobbling mouth not to crumple again, a mess of just too many feelings for so little a body as is expected to contain them,

it's that she doesn't instantly protest gwenaëlle over the short-form that underlines just how badly she might have needed to hear everything else ea has just said to her. that she doesn't withdraw from the mortifying ordeal of being seen. she doesn't feel beautiful — exquisite, it had said, and she hates the way it had mattered to her, that it had made her reflection feel that much worse. she doesn't feel powerful, or certain of her direction and choices.

they had relied so much on that thing in the artefact. they still rely on it. it feels like quicksand beneath them, and she wishes she cared less about this part of finding that out. that she were braver or better or could laugh it off, I don't care about that,

but for all of her life, she's always had her fucking face. every part of her that hasn't felt like enough, the way she wasn't enough for her mother or her sisters, not enough to hold her father up, not enough for anyone to fill the bottomless hole of her heart full of whimpering love,

at least she's been pretty. at least if she couldn't hold onto anyone she could make them want her, for a while. at least if she can't hold their attention then she can turn their heads. at least she could have a while. at least
)

It shouldn't matter, ( she wails, burying her (awful) face suddenly in ea's shoulder, and she means: I should be more than beautiful, and she's the only fucking person who thinks she isn't. )

Date: 2024-08-22 07:43 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
( following on from here )


He finds her as promised after the rest of their companions have surrendered to either slumber or trance, purposeful to make noise enough to signal his approach. Imagining it fairly unlikely to out-stealth her, he hasn't intended to regardless of the interesting challenge it would have posed. In fact, the less this feels like stalking, the better it remains for both of them. And so he allows his feet to make just enough noise that she will hear him, his darkvision more than enough to see where he's treading even in low light like this.

Their conversation barely a handful of hours earlier had stirred up enough heat in his blood that he's felt on the cusp of arousal ever since. Every time his eyes had wandered to her, he recalls their plans, created out of a shared moment of want. Of desire. She knows what he is but has committed long enough to learn who he is alongside him. What kind of person he has the potential to flourish into now that he can see beyond the blinkers of his creation.

The reluctance to allow such proximity with any carnal desire coursing through him has overridden everything else up until this moment. A leap of faith, somewhat, perhaps for the both of them. Not in any god, but in him.

"Do you still wish to slip away with me?" he's whispering and, though more than one of their companions would be able to hear his question to her, there's no part of him that will continue without agreement or consent.

Date: 2024-08-22 09:33 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Her keenness is rewarded with the unfurling of a smile, tugging at his lips in a way that doesn't aim to conceal the feeling it provokes. With a metaphorical fist of control clenched tightly around what he must to make this work, he opens another, hand held out palm up in offer. He towers over her, not just in height but the broadness of his shoulders. It makes it necessary for him to duck to keep his head from striking the top of the tent she's pitched.

It leaves him stooping almost comically, even as he tries to maintain some level of secrecy from the rest of their campmates. No doubt at least a few of them are entertained at this very moment by it all.

As he catches her gaze, he can't help but contemplate how beautiful she is, a worthy detail to note and that he allows himself to fully revel in now they have uncovered his longing. From the colour of her skin to the tip of her tail, his desire to acquaint himself with the most minute of details cascades over into his headspace like an avalanche. That she puts her trust in him to know where the line is, he will long attempt to sabotage himself before he lets a lick of his other desires touch her.

"Then follow me."

Date: 2024-08-22 01:10 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Loathe to lead her on too much of hike - they get plenty of walking in during daylight hours - their eventual destination isn't the most luxurious he could have found, but it is a step up from hay bales. As much as, between them, they could likely make it further if they don't dawdle, he doesn't want to drift too far from aid should they need it. Not for any other reason than if Ea needs backup, she has it close at hand. Forward planning seems to be the only way he can possibly allow himself this much.

"It was surprisingly dramatic," he eventually offers as their careful steps take them out of earshot of their companions, his icy eyes flicking to her, his grin one of humour. It had been more than any of them had anticipated, and so the idea of missing the place tickles something, darkly amused.

"I don't think we would make it there and back in time. Though at least there would have been more doors and walls providing privacy." His eyes sweep their surroundings - mostly the tall buildings and cobbled streets - out of habit before he returns to the conversation. The only option immediately available at camp is some kind of chapel, and even that has two points of entry. Hardly easy to find space enough to explore each other without the threat of an audience.

"Assuming you are able to remain quiet in certain circumstances?"
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
With the doors pulled shut behind them, he could likely stand to check whether there's a way to bolt them closed. And yet it would require stepping away from his tiefling companion, and in the moment she's deciding whether or not she can keep her mouth shut, he drinks in the sight of her and decides he won't take a single step away until they are through.

"With something," he repeats and it isn't a question. The only question he'd had for her to start with had been the word she wished to use if she wanted him to stop. Any following queries he puts in won't need words to give him an idea of the answer.

He barely contains a wholly different kind of urge to tilt his head at her question, as though he's reminded that kissing is something that people enjoy but doesn't yet fully understand it. The blurred memories of his own experience - what he can remember now of what sex was like at the temple - never included kissing. Not as something pleasant. But any shame or embarrassment he may feel at not being accustomed to that kind of shared intimacy, it simply doesn't seem to exist within him.

Large hands attach themselves to her hips, fingers framing her slender waist as her hands settle at his chest. He dips down, though holds off at the last second sealing their lips together, just far enough away that he can still focus on her.

"I will kiss every inch of you until you are begging for more," he promises, his voice a low murmur, those fingers slipping beneath the bottom of her top to search for skin.

Date: 2024-08-22 09:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Had he not possessed the level of control required to manage the yearning hunger gifted to him by a god, he likely wouldn't have been able to resist dipping in further. Barely contemplating it as a tease, of source of frustration, his lips quirk into a broader smile as she plants a quick kiss against his scar.

He can feel the difference in sensation, how it feels slightly more numb there but the neighbouring skin feels more sensitive as though compensating. If he thought about it for too long, maybe he'd find it odd that he doesn't remember where the scar came from. Not this one, anyway. The one on his head is a different story.

"Since you ask so politely," he all but whispers, for her ears only, and lifts both hands from her waist. Cupping her face surprisingly tenderly, he stoops down and coaxes her chin up so that he can slot his mouth against hers. Slow and languid at first, steadily building into something more heated as his body responds in kind.

By the time they break for air, his fingers have slipped down between them to tug at the cord holding her top against her frame. It's clear he wants the garments keeping her modest to melt off her until they're pooled at her feet.

Date: 2024-08-22 10:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Feeling the strength of her conviction line up toe-to-toe with his own, he doesn't wait for her to finish her second 'please'.

He doesn't particularly care if his shirt gets ripped, if her claws try to find purchase at the fabric, as he relies on his strength to rearrange their positions. Without much in the way of warning, he spins her around until she's facing away from him, his hands brushing the shoulders of her top free and not stopping until he's got her bare from the waist up.

His lips find the side of her neck, fingers grazing ribs and ridges until they slide over the swell of her breasts and he steps in closer to press the suggestion of his arousal against her small of her back, just above the base of her tail.

"You enjoy softening an order with a 'please'," he says against the shell of her ear, his fingers squeezing lightly before he turns the attention of his finger pads to drawing her nipples to hard points. What he says isn't a question, simply something he's noticed in their time together. It's fascinating, if not something he's curious enough about to explore. Though for now he's enjoying the feeling of her body framed by his from behind, the warmth of her skin beneath his usually dangerous hands turned adventurous.

Date: 2024-08-23 09:36 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Low laugh rumbling around his chest, especially as a clever hand slips between them and finds the thick outline of his cock, he doesn't mention in this moment how many cues he takes from her. Not just here, but also when they're out in the big wide world together as merely travel companions. No, it has been a little while since he thought of any of their campmates as just people he's travelling with. He's been there with them through their struggles just as much as they've all been there with him through his. A group of people so open to the notion of second chances that they allow a man like him, with a bloody history that outstrips them all, to stay. To be part of their little ragtag family.

"What we will do here doesn't have a place to stand on ceremony enough for politeness," he says and this time it's more of a growl, her attention at his growing arousal drawing more heat out of him.

His hands glide over the ridges of her torso, fingers working deftly at the form-fitting waistband of her trousers. Perhaps it seems unfair that he is unwrapping her like a gift and he is still fully clothed. But that's just part of handing control over to him. His own body is of less interest to him than that of his playmate.

"Though if you enjoy to beg, I would not part either of us from that delight," he adds, lips fastening at the crook of her bare neck in punctuation.

Date: 2024-08-23 11:34 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
He switches sides, his mouth latching on to the previously unattended side of her neck as his fingers wiggle the fabric of her trousers down. Enough that the cool air of the disused chapel seeps against her skin where he reveals it. He uses sound as his cue that he's achieved his first goal, waiting for those clothes to hit the stone floor beneath before he's turning her on her heel again. Holds her well enough that she doesn't fall with the way her ankles are lashed together by her pooling trousers.

He barely has time to contemplate how pretty she is before his desire demands more.

Face to face again, he doesn't wait to stake a claim over her mouth as his hands run down the outside of her arms. Eventually they end up at her hips, rocking them forward to bring them flush up against his. He's still contained within his trousers and smallclothes, but the intent and desire is easily felt.

"I want to hear you," he eventually admits as he relinquishes her mouth to do precisely that, ducking down to start trailing kisses across to a shoulder and then down the centre of her chest, sucking briefly on ridges when he finds them. When he gets low enough - and it won't take long - he'll get to his knees, lips and tongue exploring every inch of her ribs and belly that he can see, just like he promised.

Date: 2024-08-23 03:51 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
Those lips pepper kisses across her abdomen as though he's worshipping at an altar, and it doesn't pass him by how much less destructive this kind of worship is. Beneath him, he blindly slips his fingers into the top of her boot, tugging both it and the trouser leg further down her calf until it's bunched at her ankle.

"Lift," he murmurs, pats her foot and chances an icy glance up her body as he prepares to take that boot and half her trousers off for her. It'll make what comes next a whole lot easier.

Maybe it's also easy enough to read in his gaze upwards that he's having a good time too. A hefty dose of fondness mixed in with a lot of chemistry, culminating in his desire to strip her naked and finally get intimately acquainted with her body, no blades in sight. Whatever dark whispers for violence may exist even now in his mind, they are eclipsed by his desire for her pleasure. His desire to enjoy pleasure with her.

And if they don't end up waking the others, it will be a small miracle.

Date: 2024-08-24 03:50 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] unspooling
There are so many thoughts that fire through his mind at the same time that he momentarily pauses, his gaze meeting hers as his fingers stay at her now bare ankle. She knows his darkness, even if he doesn't share how viscerally disturbing it gets more often than not. The thrill that comes with it that makes him feel broken and whole in the same breath.

He pulls himself back to what remains the most important: she knows him. Knows that he battles it every moment of every day. And so, starting from that base, dark humour presents itself, as though part of him thinks she would enjoy the absurdness of his timing. The rise of an eyebrow to match hers, the twitch of his lips as he decides that if this is what ruins the mood, perhaps it wasn't going to work out anyway.

Does she trust him?

"I have a lot of experience with moving bodies."
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